Hello

Ok so a lot has been going on. So much in the last few moths that I really not been keeping up with. College is good and crazy. Life is treating me great, i mean im in the process of crating a new relationship after dealing with a complete and utter jerk. More to come, ill try my best to keep up with this one as well as facebook. but i dont have many followers here reading my stuff then i do per-say on facebook but here is my last post from facebook.

So as i sit here i figure ok so there has to start be interesting things coming up during my day. But my day some times flies by so fast that i dont think i get a chance to enjoy what im actually doing. I mean taking classes from 8am-8pm with some brakes in there to get home work done for other classes and/or grab food. Eating kind of a funny word. (I know mom I'm eating dont worrie.) And things only really come back to me when i sit and play my ipod while im writing this. I mean balancing school with fun is starting to blur into like the same thing. I mean im setting like earlyer time lines for things that way i dont let things pile up on me, like my RA application doing a little at a time hopping to have it done by well friday (fingers crossed). That way i can turn my focus on my paper for history.

Anything Goes!

Just another day in the life of... ME!

So that dance spot in the winter opera my be coming in my direction. I got a personal email from the director about coming to the audition on monday. We will see. Excited for sunday!

Mixalidian

The cast lists have been posted. In amahl and the night visitors it seems I will be in the choir ensemble yet there is a spot of shepherd dancers that i really do want. Magic flute ensemble as well. But that is to be expected as a freshman. I went to an open casting call for a short film about sexual assault regardless of part my name once more is out there and thats mostly what i have been focusing on this year. Getting people to hear my voice and see my talent for years to come.

So in the matter of days it will be National coming out day! And im excited in the way that intend of celebrating this day. On sunday Oct 11 there is a National Equality march in washington dc and my self and about 50 other people from Westconn GSA will be be in the masses of people marching on capital hill demanding the premisses that the LGBTQ community received from on government leaders for a change in same sex marriage and right for same sex cupels.

I have taken stands before about who i am but this is the first time that i will be doing something to this scale. We will start on 15th street and march all the way up to capital hill. Im not going to lie Im excited and scared at the same time. To be marching with my new found friends and with people who i may not even know but share the same struggle. But thats not what scares me... It the people who will be standing on opposite sides of the marchers with hateful and curl intent in there hearts. Part of me will question every step that i take on this march in a way its like the prayer walks that i have taken with my church. And i wont lie i will wish my mom, dad, sister, and brother-in-law walking by my side. But I know that they love me and i will have them by my side for every step of the march and the rest of my life!

Here is the deal

So I have been out of high school now for a little over 4 months now. It's great I love it. College is so much fun. But here is what I hate. I am no longer in high school I could care less a about petty high school/ issues high school people I know have. It's not the end of the world! And frankly there are more important things i need to focus on. Not your stupid shit.....So that was my vent!

On a lighter note, things here have been going pretty well (nock on wood). Its been somewhat of a freeing thing. I mean i love my family and my parents, but being out of the nest i feel like an adult. I have some pretty cool friends, in my building and in the opera department. We are about to start our shows, and well as a freshman i didn't get any leading rolls but that is to be expected. But there my be spots where i may be able to show case some of my other talents. :D

Fallowing my Sister!

So this is just a start, but I was told to fallow my sister who is pregnant and so i thought this would be fun! :D